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My dreary day:

Blah. Been busy. Doing stuff. I can't really even say what, cause I'm not exactly sure, if that makes any sense. But, yeah. I'm here again. I still have a week of school left, and I'm looking forward to summer. It's kinda depressing though, I mean, I'm leaving the middle school already, but it feels like I just got there. I learned a lot in those 2 years there, though. Both academic and, what would you call it? Other more important stuff, I guess. I'm a bit nervous about heading to the high school. Not so much that the older kids will be mean or that I'll get lost, but that I'm gonna lose the friends I currently have in the transition. Well, I know I won't lose Kaleigh, and I probably won't lose any of the others, but still. It's a big step, going there, and  I worry that when we make that step we're all gonna end up in different places. I'm not sure if I could take that. I love my friends to death, and I don't really make new ones easily (yes, I'm shy, it sucks). I so afriad we're gonna loose each other there. And I already almost lost Tyler this year (he was gonna move, but didn't. Kinda makes me believe in miricles). That was kinda scary when I didn't know for sure if he was moving or not. And it hurt me emotionally a lot, because every year so far one of my friends has moved, and I never imagined that it could be him moving some day. I don't want to go through that again. But, I guess it al comes dwn to a quote, a very important quote that is actually from Teen Titans, but is so true:

Starfire: ". . . Still it is hard; not knowing."

Red Star: "That is why we have faith."